Ok it's time to dig deeper......when or even will we let God do this. Know us inside and out. The secret struggles or the desires you hold on to that you need to let Jesus take. Whether it is to hold and give you new desires or if its to hold and nurture....either way. Our heart beat should be His heart beat, He should be holding those anyway. I choose to explore the possibilities that God's not done with my heart...I guess He never is. I am not talking about healing per say but I do want to know where my heart is at. Where can it go and what can I let Him do to make it better. I am tired of the same state of mind so many of us live in. I will worship on Sundays, be in ministry, work hard, give to others...but have no idea of where my heart truly is. Some may ask, "Why explore things when you feel fine?" I will say this....because God deserves the best....and He desire the best for you. With that I want to give my best so I know how to receive from the best. Best being Christ. How can I receive from Him if there is a area I have walls built around.....maybe I'm even numb to them. Basically, I want to give Him my very best and that means letting him in, in all areas of my heart. I wrote this maybe 2 months ago. I read it last time I spoke to the Youth in KC. We talked about the things we were done with. It was a great night. I miss my kids. =) Be blessed beloved.
The Depths of My Heart
I want to find You in the depths of my heart
I want to find You in the places that I hide
For You know me….For You know my heart…
Trying to hide from You is like hiding from air
You are all around me
and sometimes I feel You Like a rush of wind…
I want to find You in the depths of my heart
Places I’m scared to know about
Places You’re ready to meet me at
And now that I’m ready
That’s where we’ll meet the most often
When I’m tired and longing for more
When I’m broken and I feel I can’t take another step
You’ll find me there, In those places I'm try to hide
When my heart is weak, You’ll find me there
When my heart is lonely, You’ll find me there
When my heart is broken, You’ll find me there
In my most vulnerable state You are there.
Your not a distant God, You are so close
Right now I can feel You
In my heart,You have captivated every cavity
In my mind,You have broken down lies I once believed
You have won me over, heart ,mind, and soul
To turn from You would be running away from
The only One who can sustain me
You knew me I found You
And now I love You
I now find You in the depths of my heart
There is no more hiding
For You know my heart
For You know the depths of my heart.
© By: Rebekah Woodruff
Here is the the video of a women getting baptizing =)
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